dear irvin
thank you for hearing me out today...
i feel much much better...
it was like something trap inside me and not being able to voice out....
i know you are busy with work but sometimes i just need a bit of ur time of yours to hear me out...
ever since u stepped into my life...
everything changed...
sometimes u managed to change my thinking in another point of view...
yes,everything i listen to you....
im also scared of you...
do u know i put u infront of everything....
everything i do,everytime i go out with friends etc...
i'll think of u, i'll hold my hp close to me so when u text me,i can reply u right away but always there's no msg from u. probabillity of 1/100 when u text me,im already jumping for joy. just like every morning, a simple text msg from u can make my day...
im thinking of you everyday and i just hope within ur little winy bit of time, can u think of me too.
i've done so much for you and put in all my effort for u...
what do u think of that question u ask me today "what if after 5 years and you still doesnt want to get marry'
im sad...
i know ur prioity now...
i'll not disturb u now,i'll not pester u now....
my answer will still be the same...
i'll wait for you.
because i dun want to put my heart in for anyone else anymore...
because i know one day i'll move u.
i believe one day u'll change....
please dont say u dun want me anymore.
i just want to be that little gal/woman behind u no matter what u do.
i dont need anything.i dun need to eat at expensive resturant.i dun need any branded bags.
i just want u to treat me a bit more nicer...
care a bit more for me,be a bit more sensitive to my feelings...
that's enough.
that's really enough.
xoxo
peili
